Happy Birthday, Bestfriend!

I’mma write one blogpost about my very-best-friend :)

Aku kenal dia udah bertahun-tahun, sahabatan sama yayah juga selama itu. Bayangkaaaan, dari kelas 1 SD .__. Sempet sih agak merenggang waktu kita pisah sekolah di SMP. Dia SMP 8, dan aku.. errr.. aku langsung SMA kok :B

Waktu SMA kita deket lagi, meskipun (tetep) kita beda sekolah. Habis dia lebih pinter dari aku sih wkwk :p dia di SMA 3 sesuai pengenannya dia dulu, dan aku di SMA 6. Dan sekarang kita satu universitas, mesikpun lagi lagi beda jurusan :) Yayah mahasiswa UGM jurusan Hubungan Internasional, dan aku Teknologi Informasi.

Aku sama dia sama sama book freak. Dia dulu fans fanatik donal bebek, tapi sekarang katanya udah nggak langganan. Kumpulan komik donal bebeknya bejibun bro :o

Dia juga lumayan movie freak. Kalo libur hobinya ngerental film banyak trus ditonton di rumah. Hemat bensin gitu katanya. Ya sama aja sih kalo hemat bensin tapi duitnya kepake buat ngerental -___-

Dia sukanya nyindir nyindir kebiasaanku makan banyak banyak -____- dia punya kata khusus buat itu. “Penggemukan”. Rese deh :B

Dia orangnya blak-blakan, agak sinis malah T.T tapi gak tau kenapa aku gak pernah tersinggung kalo dia yang sinis gitu. Udah terlalu terbiasa kali ya. 12 tahun mamen :D

Katanya, kalo sahabatan udah lama pasti pernah berantem, herannya, kok menurutku enggak ya? Paling dia mendadak sinis gitu, tapi itu udah biasaaaaaaaaaa :B

Kadang kadang aku suka heran, dia bisa tau hal hal yang nggak pernah aku kasih tau dia. Katanya sih dia udah hapal diksiku -___- hebaaat. Padahal aku masih suka nggak ngerti diksinya dia .__.

Dia itu orang yang pertama kali aku sms buat aku mintain penyemangat. Selalu. Dari sms sms yang aku dapet waktu aku gagal masuk ITS dan Undip, cuma sms dari Yayah yang bisa ngurangi galau akademisku. Dan kalo sekarang aku jadi mahasiswa UGM, itu berkat mama dan temen temen yang baik sekali, selalu nyemangatin aku buat belajar. Terutama Yayah :’) terima kasih sayang. Words are never gonna be just enough to explain how much I thank you for all this time :)

Dia itu satu-satunya, bener bener satu-satunya, temen deket aku yang gak pernah bikin senewen. Kalo aku lagi ribut ribut, dari gara gara hal sepele sampe masalah ribet sekalipun, dia pasti bisa bikin aku lebih tenang. Nggak bohong. Dia itu mood boosterku yang paling cepat tanggap :D

Intinya, dia adalah sahabat saya yang paling dekat.

Yayah :D

Yayah yang pinter sekali tapi nggak suka matematika :o

Yayah yang nggak pernah bikin aku sebel :)

Yayah yang kadang suka senewen senewen nggak jelas sendiri :p

Yayah yang kalo ngomong ceplas ceplos :B

Yayah yang pinter mainan photoshop sama corel draw :3

Yayah yang buku bukunya banyak :D

Yayah yang pinter bahasa inggriiiiissssssssssssss, bikin iri :|

Yayah yang aku sayang :D

Banyak sekali yang udah yayah kasih buat aku, aku nggak tau harus bales pake apa :’)

Selamat ulang tahun, Yayah. I wish you a long life fulfilled with happiness and all the sweetest things.

Thank you for being very best friend for such a long time, dear.

Woof you! <3

“A best friend is the person you usually can be around always, and never get sick of.”

Salam cenat cenut dari temenmu yang paling fangki,

dan sayang sekali sama kamu :)

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?


check the video here.

Before Sunrise (1995)

Jesse: Alright, I have an admittedly insane idea, but if I don't ask you this it's just, uh, you know, it's gonna haunt me the rest of my life

Celine: What?

Jesse: Um... I want to keep talking to you, y'know. I have no idea what your situation is, but, uh, but I feel like we have some kind of, uh, connection. Right?

Celine: Yeah, me too.

Jesse: Yeah, right, well, great. So listen, so here's the deal. This is what we should do. You should get off the train with me here in Vienna, and come check out the capital.

Celine: What?

Jesse: Come on. It'll be fun. Come on.

Celine: What would we do?

Jesse: Umm, I don't know. All I know is I have to catch an Austrian Airlines flight tomorrow morning at 9:30 and I don't really have enough money for a hotel, so I was just going to walk around, and it would be a lot more fun if you came with me. And if I turn out to be some kind of psycho, you know, you just get on the next train.

Jesse: Alright, alright. Think of it like this: jump ahead, ten, twenty years, okay, and you're married. Only your marriage doesn't have that same energy that it used to have, y'know. You start to blame your husband. You start to think about all those guys you've met in your life and what might have happened if you'd picked up with one of them, right? Well, I'm one of those guys. That's me y'know, so think of this as time travel, from then, to now, to find out what you're missing out on. See, what this really could be is a gigantic favor to both you and your future husband to find out that you're not missing out on anything. I'm just as big a loser as he is, totally unmotivated, totally boring, and, uh, you made the right choice, and you're really happy.

Celine: Let me get my bag.

(500) Days of Summer (2009)

"Look, we don't have to put a label on it. That's fine. I get it. But, you know, I just... I need some consistency."

"I know."

"I need to know that you're not gonna wake up in the morning and feel differently."

"And I can't give you that. Nobody can."

Top 10 Lagu Tergalau

Selamat malam saudara saudara sebangsa dan setanah air.. uhuk. *keselek tasbih*

Mau ngepost tentang apa eaaa :D kayaknya kudu semedi lagi..

“Basi lo semedi mulu!”

Oke oke oke, sabar, aku udah nemu ide mau nulis apa :3 *pede dahsyat* *ditoyor mama*

I’m gonna write about my playlist :D

Playlistku isinya lagu galau semua, yeah. Aku emang bandarnya lagu galau B) *malah bangga*

Oke here we go :D

Di peringkat ke 10, ada A Thousand Miles dari Vanessa Carlton.

Ngga tau kenapa, lagu ini selalu bisa bikin memori yang ‘enggak enggak’ dari masa lalu balik lagi. Bikin kangen sama mantan pacar.

“Emang pernah pacaran lo?”

Iye iye berisik ah. Yah intinya bisa bikin KSBB lah. Liriknya mak crep.

“It’s always times like these when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me..”

“And I still need you, and I still miss you, and now I wonder..

If I could fall into the sky

Do you think time will pass me by

Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles if I could just see you.. tonight.”

Cukup mak crep kan?

Selanjutnya, di peringkat 9 ada Pergilah Kau dari idola saya jaman SD, Sherina :3

Pergilah Kau ini cocok buat para pacar pacar yang abis disakitin, dikhianatin atau apalah namanya. Lagu ini bikin galau, tapi juga sebenernya bikin sadar. Baik cowok maupun cewek, jangan mau deh dibego begoin pacar. Sekali dikhianatin, ya putusin aja :B kenapa aku jadi ketularan merekrut jomblo jomblo kayak @Poconggg sama @shitlicious ya -______-

“Pergilah kau, pergi dari hidupku

Bawalah semua rasa bersalahmu

Pergilah kau, pergi dari hidupku

Bawalah rahasiamu yang tak ingin kutahui..”

“Bertahun tahun bersama, kupercayaimu, kubanggakan kamu, kuberikan sgalanya

Aku tak mau lagi, ku tak mau lagi..”

Cukup bahas lagu ini, walaupun galau mampus tapi tetep aja gak pernah ngerasain :)) nggak pernah punya pacar sih mwihihihihi :3

Peringkat 8, diduduki oleh Sebuah Kisah Klasik Untuk Masa Depan dari Sheila on 7.

“Loh kenapa?”

Ya suka suka gue lah, gue yang bikin -_- :p

Lagu ini bikin galau karena lagu ini ngingetin aku sama masa masa SMA yang menyimpan begitu banyak cerita :3 wucieh gila bahasa gue :B

“Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali

Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu

Peluk tubuhku, usapkan juga airmataku

Kita terharu seakan tiada bertemu lagi..

Bersenang senanglah, karena hari ini akan kita rindukan

Di hari nanti, sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang senanglah, karena waktu ini akan kita banggakan

Di hari tua..”

Lanjutannya gak usah ah.. nanti tambah kangen sama masa masa SMA dan temen temennya dan segala kerempongannya yang nggak akan pernah aku lupain :) hik. jadi terharu kan

Yuk cus cyiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnn, peringkat 7 nih udahan. Nangkring di peringkat 7, ada Blue Sky Collapse dari Adhitia Sofyan :D

Kalo Adhitia Sofyan udah nggak perlu ditanya lagi lah, dia penyanyi spesialis lagu galau. Lagu ini udah nggak perlu lagi lah diraguin, udah asli 100% galau. Cek liriknya dikit yuk cwiiinnn..

“As I walk at the end of the line

I wonder if I should look back

To all of the things that were said and done

I think we should talk it over

Then I noticed the sign on your back

It boldly says ‘try to walk away’

I go on pretending I’ll be okay

This morning, it hits me hard that

Still everyday I think about you

I know for a fact it’s not your problem

But if you change your mind you’ll find me hanging on to the place

Where the big blue sky collapse..”

Ekyaaaaa galau abis. Adhitia Sofyan punya. Hahaha. Yuk cuss aja cwiiiin, takut keterusan nih :p

Next, peringkat 6. Peringkat 6 direbut oleh Lady Antebellum dengan lagunya All We’d Ever Need :D

Lagu ini isinya hampir sama kayak Blue Sky Collapse, semacam masih nggondeli entah mantan pacar atau mungkin mantan gebetan, tapi secara sepihak :B

“Ya iyalah bego, namanya nggondeli pasti sepihak. Kalo dua pihak gak bakal galau.”

-_________________- cek liriknya yuk jama’aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah..

“Boy, it’s been all this time, and I can’t get you off my mind

Nobody knows it, but me

I stare at your photograph, still sleep in the shirt you left

And nobody knows it, but me..”

Cihiy. Gilak, awal awalnya aja udah ngenes begitu -___________-

Lanjut yuk lanjoooooot, mulai ngantuk nih -,- di peringkat 5 ada Automatic Loveletter dengan lagunya Makeup Smeared Eyes. Disarankan dengerin yang akustik. Soalnya aku punyanya juga cuma yang akustik :p

Aku sebenernya nggak begitu nangkep si aku yang di lagu itu sebenernya diapain .___. Yang jelas patah hati lah, dan kata katanya juga ngenes abis ahuahua

“Wait, please don’t go, I won’t stay

All these words on replay

I’m okay, it’s all right, good to know that you’re fine

Pretending everything is right, to make it better

I’ll hide my make up smeared eyes, to show that I’m fine..”

Gyaaaaaaaaaaaaa galauuuuuwwwwccchhh -_- *lebay dikit

Btw, sekedar info aja, Automatic Loveletter – Hush juga galau lho :D *malah*

Hehehe. Ngerasa familier sama suaranya? Kalo kamu tau lagu Remembering Sunday dari All Time Low maka kamu emang pernah denger suaranya. Yep, vokalis Automatic Loveletter adalah Juliet Simms, yang sumbang suara juga di lagu itu :D

Jama’ah oooooooooooo jama’aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Udah sampe peringkat 4 niiiih. Ada The Script nongkrong di situ, dengan lagunya If You Ever Come Back :D sebenernya lagu ini intinya sama kayak Nothing , Breakeven, sama The Man Who Can Be Moved, tapi karena yang biasanya aku dengerinnya ini ya udah yang aku masukin ini. Tapi sepaket kok lagunya, isinya sama :))

“If you’re out there trying to move on

But something pulls you back again

I’m sitting here trying to persuade you like you’re in the same room

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder

And I wish you could still give me the hard time

And I wish I could still wish it was over

But even if wishing is a waste of time, even if I never crossed your mind..

I’ll leave the door on the latch if you ever come back

There’ll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat

If you ever come back

There’ll be a smile on my face and the kettle on

And it would be just like you were never gone

There’ll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat

If you ever come back, if you ever come back now..”

No comment deh. *mendadak galau*

Peringkat 3! Say welcome to Adele, with her galau song: Someone Like You. Pertama kali denger lagu ini itu di blog, ada cewek gaul entah dari Jakarta atau Bandung aku kurang tau, nyanyiin lagu ini secara akustik. Liriknya mak crep dan dia nyanyiinnya juga bagus. Ya sudah, jadi tertarik deh nyari lagunya. Ternyata beneran mak crep euuuuy, sialan -___________- coba aja dengerin sendiri. Menurutku sih mak crep crep. Nih spoiler liriknya:

“Never mind I’ll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too

Don’t forget me, I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead..”

………………………………………………………

Kalo yang lagi nyesek liat mantan pacar atau mantan gebetan jadian, boleh coba lagu ini untuk meningkatkan kegalauan :p

Lanjuuuuuuuuuuuuut. Di peringkat 2 ada Bye Bye dari Mariah Carey sang diva yang sekarang nggak mau dipanggil diva, tapi tetep aja dia seorang diva :)) terserah deh mau nanggepin gimana, diabaikan juga boleh -.-

Kenapa Bye Bye bisa masuk jajaran Top Ten lagu galau versi Raditha Firza Rahmaputri nan cantik jelita? (diabaikan boleh)

Karena si Raditha Firza-nya suka galau sendiri kalo denger lagu ini. Kalo lagu ini ceritanya tentang kehilangan nenek, si cewek labil ini ingetnya kakeknya sob *sok asik*

“All them grown folk things, separation brings

You never let me know it, you never let it show because you love me

And obviously, there’s so much more left to say

If you were with me today, face to face..”

“And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done

And you never see me back at number one

I wish that you were her to celebrate together

I wish that we can spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the teddy bear you gave to me that I held so tight

I thought you were so strong you’ll make it through whatever

It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever..”

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I really really miss you, Grandpa. I wish you’re happy there. Your grand daughter loves you like a lot :’) *curhat*

Tuh kan galau kan. Mewek mewek sendiri kan. Udah ah yuk lanjut ajah.

And finally! Saatnya membacakan siapa jawara lagu tergalau versi Raditha Firza :))

Aku nggak tau kenapa lagu ini aku tempatin sebagai jawara. Sakjane ya nggak melas melas amat sih. tapi lagu ini selalu bisa bikin aku mendadak mellow dan keinget yang enggak enggak. Bener bener mellow. Selain itu beatnya juga slow, bikin suasana galaunya makin mencekam *halah*

So please welcome, MYMP with their song titled I’ll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me)

“I hear you're taking the town again

Having a good time

With all your good time friends

I don't think that you think of me

You're on your own now

And I'm alone and free

I know that I should get on with my life

But a life lived without you could never be right

As long as the stars shines down from the heaven

Long as the rivers run to the sea

I'll never get over you gettin' over me

I tried to smile so the hurt won't show

Tell everybody I was glad to see you go

But the tears just won't go away

Loneliness found me

Looks like it's here to stay

I know that I ought to find someone new

But all I found is myself always thinkin' of you

As long as the stars shines down from the heaven

Long as the rivers run to the sea

I'll never get over you gettin' over me

No matter what I do

It's just a lifetime to live through

I can't go on like this

I need your touch

You're the only one I ever loved..

And as long as the stars shine down from the heaven

Long as the rivers run to the sea

I'll never get over you gettin' over me

I'll never get over you gettin over

Never get over you.. gettin over

I'll never get over you gettin' over me..”

Akhirnyaaaaaaaaa selesai juga :D kalo kurang puas, kurang galau, atau urutan galaunya nggak tepat, maaf. Ini berdasar opini aja sih, sama perasaan J well, but thanks for reading anyway :D

Someday I’ll write this kind of chart again, mungkin top 10 lagu kasmaran versi Raditha Firza :B

Salam galau dan cenat cenut.