Who Says :p

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 12 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.


1. If someone says "is this okay?" you say..
Gran Torino Theme Song - Jamie Cullum

2. What would best describe your personality?
Do You Know Me - John Mayer

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Don't Say goodbye - Ten2Five

4. How do you feel today?
Fight The Future - The Trees and The Wild

5. What is your motto?
Just A Feeling - Maroon 5

6. What is your life's purpose?
Enchanted - Taylor Swift

7. What do your friends think of you?
Lonely - 2NE1

8. What do you think about very often?
I Don't Trust Myself With Loving You - John Mayer

9. What is 2+2?
High and Dry - Jamie Cullum (Radiohead Cover)

10. What do you think of your best friend?
In To You - Adhitia Sofyan

11. What do you think of the person you like?
Hang You Up - Yellowcard

12. What is your life story?
Say - John Mayer

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Charlie Brown - Coldplay

14. What will they play at your funeral?
Paradise - Coldplay

15. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Greatest Cure - Adhitia Sofyan

16. What do you think when you see the person you like?
Breathe - Taylor Swift ft. Colbie Caillat

17. What is your hobby/interest?
Homesick - Kings of Convenience

18. What is your biggest secret?
Know How - Kings of Convenience

19. What's the worst thing that could happen?
Count on Me - Bruno Mars

20. What makes you cry?
Skyscraper - Demi Lovato

21.What makes you laugh?
I Do - Colbie Caillat

22. What is the one thing you regret?

Rolling In The Deep - Glee Cast (Adele Cover)

23. Will you ever get married?
Mr. Brightside - The Killers

24. What scares you most?
Last Kiss - Taylor Swift

25 What will you post this as?
Who Says - John Mayer

Iseng iseng berhadiah

Kamu tau apa kesalahanmu?

Tidak, kamu tidak tahu.

Kesalahanmu adalah dengan seenaknya membuatku jatuh cinta.

Kamu tau apa hukumannya?

..........................................

Kepada kamu,

Dengan penuh kebencian.

Aku benci jatuh cinta. Aku benci merasa senang bertemu lagi dengan kamu, tersenyum malu-malu, dan menebak-nebak, selalu menebak-nebak. Aku benci deg-degan menunggu kamu online. Dan di saat kamu muncul, aku akan tiduran tengkurap, bantal di bawah dagu, lalu berpikir, tersenyum, dan berusaha mencari kalimat-kalimat lucu agar kamu, di seberang sana, bisa tertawa. Karena, kata orang, cara mudah membuat orang suka denganmu adalah dengan membuatnya tertawa. Mudah-mudahan itu benar.

Aku benci terkejut melihat SMS kamu nongol di inbox-ku dan aku benci kenapa aku harus memakan waktu begitu lama untuk membalasnya, menghapusnya, memikirkan kata demi kata. Aku benci ketika jatuh cinta, semua detail yang aku ucapkan, katakan, kirimkan, tuliskan ke kamu menjadi penting, seolah-olah harus tanpa cacat, atau aku bisa jadi kehilangan kamu. Aku benci harus berada dalam posisi seperti itu. Tapi, aku tidak bisa menawar, ya?

Aku benci harus menerjemahkan isyarat-isyarat kamu itu. Apakah pertanyaan kamu itu sekadar pancingan atau retorika atau pertanyaan biasa yang aku salah artikan dengan penuh percaya diri? Apakah kepalamu yang kamu senderkan di bahuku kemarin hanya gesture biasa, atau ada maksud lain, atau aku yang-sekali lagi-salah mengartikan dengan penuh percaya diri?

Aku benci harus memikirkan kamu sebelum tidur dan merasakan sesuatu yang bergerak dari dalam dada, menjalar ke sekujur tubuh, dan aku merasa pasrah, gelisah. Aku benci untuk berpikir aku bisa begini terus semalaman, tanpa harus tidur. Cukup begini saja.

Aku benci ketika kamu menempelkan kepalamu ke sisi kepalaku, saat kamu mencoba untuk melihat sesuatu di handycam yang sedang aku pegang. Oh, aku benci kenapa ketika kepala kita bersentuhan, aku tidak bernapas, aku merasa canggung, aku ingin berlari jauh. Aku benci aku harus sadar atas semua kecanggungan itu…, tapi tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa.

Aku benci ketika logika aku bersuara dan mengingatkan, “Hey! Ini hanya ketertarikan fisik semata, pada akhirnya kamu akan tahu, kalian berdua tidak punya anything in common,” harus dimentahkan oleh hati yang berkata, “Jangan hiraukan logikamu.”

Aku benci harus mencari-cari kesalahan kecil yang ada di dalam diri kamu. Kesalahan yang secara desperate aku cari dengan paksa karena aku benci untuk tahu bahwa kamu bisa saja sempurna, kamu bisa saja tanpa cela, dan aku, bisa saja benar-benar jatuh hati kepadamu.

Aku benci jatuh cinta, terutama kepada kamu. Demi Tuhan, aku benci jatuh cinta kepada kamu. Karena, di dalam perasaan menggebu-gebu ini; di balik semua rasa kangen, takut, canggung, yang bergumul di dalam dan meletup pelan-pelan…

Aku takut sendirian.

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You could be happy.

You could be happy and I won't know

But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wish I had not said

Are played on lips 'til it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were

But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure

I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are

You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you

And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to

Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you go

Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Hellyea.

Sudah cukup. Saya udah nggak tahan lagi kayak begini. Saya nggak suka diperlakukan kayak orang asing. Saya benci sekali bersikap ramah and got nothing but cold response in return. Siapa yang suka hah? You tell me. Saya nggak tau apa motivasi kamu bersikap ketus sama saya beberapa hari ini. Awalnya saya memaklumi, mungkin kamu, sama seperti saya, lagi capek. Lagi penat. Lagi sensi dan nggak mau diganggu. Tapi lama lama saya capek. Saya bener bener gak suka diperlakukan kayak gini. Maksudmu apa? Menciptakan suasana awkward kayak gini itu tujuannya apa? Apa gunanya buat kamu?


Kamu sudah nggak butuh saya mungkin? You took me for granted then got satisfied and went away. Mungkin saya berprasangka buruk sama kamu, tapi you tell me, apa lagi yang bisa terlintas di benak saya?



Sudah cukup. Kalau kamu memang mau mengakhiri permainan yg kamu mulai, oke! Saya nggak takut. Silakan saja.


Saya juga bisa bersikap kayak kamu.


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:_)

Forget how everyone told you how cute you were with him

Forget how he told you he loved your hair

Forget how you two laughed together

Forget how you both had a joke which only you two understood

Forget how he could always put a smile on your face

Forget how you two sang together

Forget how you shared stories together

Forget how you told him your dreams and he told you his

Forget how you lay your head on his shoulder

Forget how you hit his arm and he pinched your cheeks

Forget how cool he was while driving you home

Forget how he stared at you and giggled

Forget how crazy you both could be, together

Forget how you two talked until midnight

Forget how he said good night

Forget how he wished you a nice dream when you told him you were about to go to bed

Forget how he texted you everyday

Forget how his texts made your day

Forget how you two could easily go somewhere unintentionally

Forget how he held your hand

Forget how he let you wear his hoodie

Forget how your clothes smelt like him

Forget how happy you were back then.

Forget how you wish he would turn around, look back, and stay.

No need to look behind.

He's happy and you're just fine now.

:_)