For The First Time - The Script

"She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking Jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out frustration,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,

She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess is it a god's test,
Someone help us cause we're doing our best,
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard

As if it was easy

I'm bursting in to tears while writing this. do you ever feel what I feel? have you ever been in my position? this is not the life I wanted before. this is not worth anything I gave up before. I feel like failing twice. and it's driving me insane, stressing me out.

this is not what I thought my life would be before. you'll never understand. one mistake and I am trapped with the life I hate, and I even can't get over. it is not you who failed. it is not you who's forced to take wrong choice. how could I be so excited as you are? I'm sorry I can't. there's never enough excitement when your all time dreams crashed. there's no more excitement when you're forced to enjoy the life you hate.